“As I wake up to a cough,
The fire burned the block,
But ironically stopped at my apartment,
And my housemates all are sleeping soundly,
And nobody deserves to die but
You were awful adamant
That if I didn’t love you,
Then you had just one alternative…
And I may be romantic,
And I may risk my life for it,
But I ain’t gonna die for you.
You know I ain’t no Juliet,
And I’m not gonna watch you
While you burn yourself out, baby
No, I’m not gonna stop you,
‘Cause I’m not the one that’s crazy…”
I have realized that I have something lacking from my life: someone to stand behind and wrap my arms around during a good concert.
I got a new phone, the Motorola Droid. So now I have unlimited internet access wherever I go. This is definitely a mistake in the making. I look forward to this ruining my employment. Which leads me to the next bullet point.
My job sucks out loud. Seriously. I’d rather be forced to deal with sit through a series of root canals every day. New manager makes it almost impossible to deal with. If the rumors are true and she is leaving after the holidays, then fuck yeah. If not, I’m quitting. There’s no other choice. This place makes suicide look like a viable option out.
I decided last weekend that doing drugs while sick was a BRILLIANT IDEA. The first hour of the trip was me vomiting into my toilet and wondering how I was going to make it through the night alive. It subsided in the following hour, but yeah, now I know not to mix cold/bronchitis with 2ci. We listened to very little music and just chatted about life and everything. Everyone got a lot out, everyone being myself, Johnny Dagger and Delicate Terror. Little breakthroughs each time is really all I can ask for. I just like the feeling of being open and seeing people happy for even small periods of time. What would I do without my roommate and my wide-eyed little wanderlust queen? <3
Now that the holidays are here, my life gets worse as job gets more stressful. I have nothing to look forward to anytime soon. Day-to-day living and little reasons to smile, all I can really ask for. Give me something to sing about.
